Gonna lock this, people can have their opinions, I try to be as open as possible as my starting in MTM2 was ended in less then a week. Had I not "snuck" back in I probably would not be where I am now. Infact there are several people on here this very site that you guys look up to and commend for their contributions to this community.
While you may never be able to outrun your past, you need to look forward and better yourself as a person. Do not just claim to be a different person, actually step up and be that person.
You wanted very bad for this chance to prove your first go round was not a fair representation, the gate is open but the leash it not gonna be very long