You know, i myself are a sun-worshipper (No, i do not get every day and kneel in sunlight or anything like you think, but the sun is my higher power). However, i accept every religion. We are all free to believe what we wish. For me, personally, i need facts and proof to lay my faith into something. There is no proof that god truly does exist. It is all beliefs by us humans, that someone is up there, watching us. But, the sun exists, and it gives us everything we need. Warmth, light, it grows the plants, plants feed animals, animals feed us, we live and die. I am very sorry about what happened to your grandpa, and i hope he is doing well. Don't let it ruin your holiday season bro. Christmas will be better!